Mirrors and Dimensions

*points to subject title* That's what I've been doing lately - engaging in screaming matches with my parents, who are heartily disapproving of my new potential job.

They are full of snide comments and criticism, and when I shout back at them they insist that this job has caused me to 'change'. Please, you can't expect me to be nice and sweet and forgiving towards you when you've done nothing on your part to support me in whatever I do.

I want to leave the damn house.

*rolls eyes* Seeing that how that is quite impossible unless I have substantial income or get married, and that the former will take quite a long time to acheive, I might try the latter if pressed hard enough.

Seriously, even if I quit my job now, what can I do? I've made applications to supposedly 'steady, stable' jobs like they want me to and there's been NO RESPONSE AT ALL. What should I do in the time being while being 'jobless'?

The leash on my neck is so tight that it's hardly likely that I'll be able to go on a long tour w/o the damn family tagging along, and it's not that they're the type that'll happily watch me slack at home playing games and relaxing the time away.

"You can play and sleep and do whatever you want after your exams are over!" That's what my parents like to tell me, but do I actually get to do it? NEVER. I wish they'd stop saying such things that make them such hypocrites.

Can't help but feel intense dislike towards them right now for the time being.

Why do I have to feel even more stressed AFTER my exams? I hate my life right now. *SCREAMS*

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